have you ever been in a situation when you don’t even know what the “right” decision to make is? i mean who’s to say what the exact “right” decision is..your friends? family? outsiders? no, the decision is your’s and your’s to make only. you will be the one to have to live with the outcome of that decision, not outside parties who think they know, “what’s best for you”. so here i am, with a decision to make, that everyone has already made for me, or tried to make. and for lack of better words, it pisses me the fuck off. i appreciate people trying to look out for me & make sure i’m not in something that isn’t beneficial for me but do not put me in a box & tell me what i need to do. i, am a 20 year old woman, fully capable of making my own decisions. and i look dumb in the end, so be it. that’ll be me looking dumb. and who, exactly would i be looking dumb to? people i don’t even care about? people who’s opinions mean absolutely nothing? or my “friends”, “family”? because, if they were really my friends & family they wouldn’t care right? they would support me & my decisions whatever they may be as long as i’m not harming myself or anyone else, correct? thought so…